simply me.

2006-02-28T15:12:00.000+08:00

heyys.

ugh. am so sick. got two days mc. and i found out 11 ppl nvr come sia. tts like 1/3 of the whole class! this sucks man. friday already got the camps. must get well as soon as possible sia.

kk. i hafta go back to slp le. just ate medicine. byebye.

2006-02-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

heyys!

wah. my brother's bday today. had a lil celebration only. not v big bah. had some grilled fish n chips. cooked by my daddy! haha. nicenice. then for dessert we had... ICECREAM CAKE! lol. swensen's one leh. then my brother opened up his presents n blah blah. ISCREAMFORICECREAM!

zzz. gg off to slp le. v sian. n not blogging quite regularly now. kinda lazy to. hahas. byebye.

2006-02-19T20:13:00.000+08:00

hiya!

jes came back frm e petaling jaya trip. was so cool and fun lor! wished it would never end. but it passed by so fast. =( grrr. nvm la.

first day we took the whole day to reach KL. went for dinner at some chinese restaurant along the way in malacca. then jason got a high fever! ugh. then had to send him home. it would have been so much more fun with more ppl around. anw get well soon! reached the hotel at night and settled down. timchua slept in me n wayne's room in e end. cos the other room was damn scary. and since jason not around he was supposed to slp alone! hahas. so there we go. 3 ppl in two single beds joined together.

second day woke up early in e morning. went for breakfast. then went to Catholic High School Petaling Jaya. we were warmly recieved by e class monitors and the principals and all e high ranking ppl. fuh! first time i be vip sia. haha. then they put this flower pin thing on our pockets. =D went to watch the history of the school. then went for a trip around the school. then sat in one of their classes. cool sia. all of em hafta take english malay and chinese. and some lessons are taught in diferent languages. after the whole thing we went shopping at KLCC. ugh! all e stuff designer goods n soooo expensive. so me daya hanleng colin and qijian went for an eating spree! first went to eat apple strudel. then drink root beer float at AnW! so long nvr drink le. then went to breadtalk. followed by dunkin doughnuts. and finally asian selections.

third day! morning woke up quite late. we only had to report at 11.45. so after breakfast went to study with hanleng daya and haemal at e cafe there. then we had our performances. nothing much happened that day other than that. two performances during the CHS band's concert. one in e afternoon and one at night. they're so freaking pro la! champion band in the state! hahas.

fourth day. going back home le. time flies so fast when we're having so much fun. reached singapore at 1.30 then went to eat lunch. went home then slept till dinner. then now here i am lor. writing this post. ahaha. was quite an interesting learning experience and it was no doubt damn fun! wish to have these kind of things more often. next would be in june. perth trip! i so cant wait for it!

haiis. how do i tell youu i adore you so much.

grr. go do my homework le. common test on tuesday start liao.
byebye.

2006-02-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

ugh!

going to start mugging for O's liao. gawsh. got my Olvl Malay result today. damn shitty. so few ppl get A1. and i got a freaking B3. gah! going to study like hell. must get all As liao. die die must get.

watched brokeback mountain le. hahas. i've got my ways. =P anw was a nice show. but really v v sad lor. esp when they met for e last time and when e guy died. got beaten up by anti-gays. ugh! screw them lar! -.-" overall rating i think i'll give 4.5/5. must watch. =))

gtg liao. eat.
byebye.

2006-02-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

heyys.

wah today watch e rugby match at sji. fuh. loyal sji rugby supporter sia. haha. sji vs north brooks sec whatever that is. at first the sji ruggers all so confident. wth la. then in e end half time, sji losing to north brooks 5 - 10. zzz. but then 2nd half. sji finally woke up and the devil within is released! but still the devil damn lethargic. sji still won thou. but e final score is only 15 - 10.

ok lar. but was expecting a more exciting match. like. 40 - 10 or sth. but owells. not bad la. first match of the season. was watching with arvind and one of the rugger's father. arvinds first rugby match. haha. and the rugger's father damn on sia. almost throughout the whole game he shout cheer complain sigh nag frus and everything la. he say sji rugby standard v low liao. must train everyday to survive!

was quite true la actually. all e passes so sloppy compared to most of north brook's passes. accurate and just right power. some of the sji team's passes went OVER the person intended to pass to. lol. and the first kick of the game miskick liao. wth. mark v. haha.

k lah. common test so freaking near.
must try to study.
byebye.

2006-02-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

biatch.

sheesh. i vow not to get too close to any girl anymore. i shall depend on my beloved guitar to play away my sorrows and bring my my joys. im starting to find that girls are a bore. its just so sick.

had a really lousy day today. so many things happened. ahh. band also dont noe whats becoming of it now. this cannot. that cannot. must do things this way. must do things that way. argh. then everything also got constraint. like time constraint. its gonna be v hard for sjimb to remain. even if it does, the 'mb' in sjimb would have not much meaning in it anymore. now theres a shocking amount of sec1s wanting to join band. very big problem liao. too many people. then just now i see the sec1s, nth i can do but shake my head. cant pump or even scold them until april. then they so disrespectful also must give warning only. conductor there then still talk so much. play around also got. like they still in primary school. this is a military band for god's sake! pls la. cant even scold? even concert bands have a set of disciplinary standards what. ms tan dun wan them to leave band. but youu see last year. some of e sec2s caused so many problems and still got ppl leave also what. i'd rather those kind of people get out now and let the few willing bandsmen to stay so we can concentrate on nurturing them. be it just 10 or 15, its still so much better than having a problem maker. even mr lai say e best times of e bands had a just small batch of leaders.

argh. nth much i can do now. just hafta pray hard.
gtg do my hw. buhbye.

2006-02-05T10:24:00.000+08:00

hey!

ytd was freaking fun! lucky nvr go e stupid rgs concert! =D hmm. instead went to go n visit mr lim. hahas. damn cool lar. before that me n leonard went to play pool first at paradigm. wasnt on form sia. kena thrashed by leonard. but some also my own mistake lar. not he good. lol. 8 ball go in. stupid sia. then met matthew ma chao hao n carlos halfway through. they just watched fun with dick and jane. say not funny one. haha. lucky nvr go n watch sia.

then both of us go amk e macdonalds. amk central there. meet e rest. quite a lot of people lar. but all is only this year and last year sec4s. stupid la. the rest all nvr go. got gareth, ashiq, daniel, meng jie, kelvin koh, joey, arvind, leonard, wayne, jared n me. then mr lim met us there and brought us to his house just opposite. at his house we watch the chingay parade. he say its a parade for chinese gays. lol. then luke n john came. watch then talk talk talk. hahas. after that we went down to see the block concert. which was damn stupid. then got lucky draw first prize bicycle. mr lim say, "aiyah confirm that bike is stolen one!". lol.

after that some of them left. the rest go for supper. me, wayne, meng jie, daniel and kelvin all squeeze into his car. in the car listen to yamato song! haha. then mr lim ask, "eh you wall want to see Singapore's nightlife anot? my life ar is usually start after midnight one. okay la i bring youu all see geylang. dont scream ar." lol. we all also say ok lo. haha. wah at geylang there damn packed sia. then mr lim bring us see all the lorongs one by one. then he drive slowly. haha. see all e prostitutes all so fugly. mr lim say "this one all the low class prostitutes for low class people with no taste one." hahas. then got each street got its own identity. 'thai' street. 'china' street. 'aqua' street also haf. haha. then we saw a few bapoks. or transverstites. damn disgusting sia.

after that went to little india. he go n collect his laptop from e repairman. then we walk around mustafa centre. din noe it was 24hours sia. then we walk at the backstreet alleys. saw some brothels. and some sex toy shops. hahas. scary sia. got so many africans at little india. all look so gangster kind one.

after that went to eat at al-ameen at bukit timah then he send all of us home. damn nice la he. he say now he quite free so we should organise more things so can hang out. haha. okay lo. in e end reach home at bout 1.

was a great night la. anw gtg le.
common tests coming soon. hahas.
byebye.

2006-02-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

hiyas.

went out with timothy ytd. hahas. went to send his ps2 for repair. omg la. got GT4. x) such a cool stimulator lo. hahas. go repair at coronation there. then went to orchard meet his cousin. she gif him back his mp3 player bah. hahas. he said she was quite chio lo. turned out to be soooooo ah lian. -.-" and got sooooo much makeup. hahas.

then wanted to go to borders bah. go see some books. but at wheelock place we in e end go makan at burger kings. hahas. was quite hungry lor. then suddenly after buy become so full. x_x was kinda forcing myself to finish e burger lo. so not nice la e burger. yucks. the sauce so little. then so freaking small. waste money sia.

darn. shouldve saved that money then can go buy my sustainer sooner. grrr. -.-"

anw gtg liao. go do homework. hahas.
byebye.

2006-01-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

heyys.

i heard teachers read blogs. hmm. to whoever teacher that's reading this right now. i would like to shout out a BIG hello to you. hahas. =D

gosh. today really damn sian. its e first time i fell asleep 4 times in a day. grrr. then later at about 4. watched dream theater's john petrucci in his very own video. Rock Discipline. not bad sia that video. taught quite a lot of things. but i still cant sweep pick properly. darn. must practice practice practice. yngwie malmsteen used to practice 10 hours a day! until his fingers bled. but quite impossible la. he drop out of school mah.

but omg la. i have the same influences as john petrucci did when he was young! zeppelin. rush. morse. dream theater. and so does my whole band! wah. at this rate by the time we are 25. think we're not quite bad sia.

Sundersylph live at the Singapore Indoor Stadium, 27/01/2015. One night only. Tickets at $60, $90, $120, $150, $190. hahas.

anw gtg le. practice.
byebye.

death is not the end;

its just a transition.

2006-01-28T22:44:00.000+08:00

fuh.

went out with classmates after school. go play pool at paradigm. with the usual ppl lar. me matthew ma. but janan nvr go. but rayner n lin followed us. opened two tables. nobody there when we came at first. we were e first customers! hahas. went at 11.03. shop open at 11. anw not quite a bad day. thrashed lin and rayner. xD noobs. wahahas. then halfway through met leo. he came with his classmates i suppose.

after that went back to school. go n support the sji rugby team. no lah actually cos of fren oni. ma n matthew. lol. kena thrashed 31 - 0. then me matthew n hambali playing soccer at third floor foyer. the craziest thing happened. the ball flew down the third floor. x_x. die. then it go onto e field sia. then nathan there. we panic and run lor. run run until the cafe there. then we wait for ma there. every rugger that came by said the same thing. "nathan confiscated your ball". lol. matthew n hambali kena screwd sia. every practice must take all the cones out. wahaha.

nth to write le. ohya. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
hahas. byebye.

2006-01-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

heyys!

wah. 9 days nvr post liao. so many things to say. but so little time. grr! argh nowadays so blardy busy. and alot of things happened in e past 9 days. both good and bad. so i think i just state those nice ones to rmb la.

sentosa performance was a success. but was kinda dumb larh. only played like 3-4 songs. but the best part was e last part. where the glasgow clipper sailed past. one bagpiper playing on it. hahas. so our bagpipers also join lo. play scotland the brave oni thou. so sian. hahas. but still it was great.

argh! why must i be broke now!? dreamtheater concert on friday!! but im not going. x( damn!
syafiq ian sheng rong all gg. even mr sirhan also go lorh! grr. nvm. i save money also to buy sth. sustainer compressor pedal! =)))

brrr. so cold. anw. gtg do hw liao. tmr still got muster parade. zzz.
byebye.

2006-01-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

heyys.

wah. been a very busy week. can hardly find time to blog. still got a lot of hw to do bah. so wont make this too long.

the past week ive..
played pool.
DONE MY HOMEWORK.
did inaugural service.
jammed.
started to get sick.
gone to a wedding.
an exjosephian's wedding.
gone to a chalet.
seen the bandrm caught fire.
gotten angry many times.
lost my voice for one night.
barbecued.
had meetings.
been very busy.

blah. i still am very busy. grrr. go do my homework now. model student of class 336. x) lol. i shall be again this year!

byebye.

2006-01-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

heyys.

monday. first day of school. blah! screw it. kena lectured by ms tan. cos i nvr tell her i need e bandrm key. lol. tts stupid. i got a blardy rehearsal. for e stupid inaugural service thing. and she nvr tell me that before lar. zzz.

went for e inaugural service rehearsal. led the whole procession in with my bandsmen. then went through about 2 times. took a whole 20min. gah.

then went to play pool! fuh. finally legal to play sia. hahas. went to play till 6. with jananananan ma n matthew. just realised i have been improving! yayness.

gah! got homework. bleah. must do! must do well in o's. then go SA. lol.
byebye.

2006-01-07T20:04:00.000+08:00

heyys.

past few days a few things happened. hahas. not really bad lar.

performance at orientation camp 1.
the band performed at PAC. the normal pieces lo. smoke on e water n accidentaly in love. quite disappointing lar. still got another one next week. we'll see how it is again next week.

band.
the usual thing. but gah! why does it always hafta rain. past two parades everytime rain. go down for a while then start raining le. zzz. then instrument cannot wet. blah! so must go back up.
still got a parade in two more weeks. and my macework so sloppy. need to practice!!! ><"

other performances.
in this month got quite a lot. i think about five or six lor. then got one at Sentosa. some international clipper race thing. those big ships race n all. not bad sia. we were invited to play.

hmm. recently got the S.M.A.R.T.S thingy. some general knowledge competition i think. and SYAFIQ and QI LIN got into e finals!! woot! two of our very own bandsmen. must give them support! hahas.

anyway. going to do my nyaa le.
byebye.

2006-01-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

heyys!

ugh. 2 days of school le. 1st day sucked like hell. don't want to talk about it. 2nd day was not bad. but wahliew. got that scout thing. and I MISSED POOL SESSION! blardy cock. cos of tat scout commisioner. i miss pool session with e pool kakis in my class. but lucky they say they going on monday. haha. then i can go le. woohoo. but wad sia. confirm kena thrash by janan. lol.

kaoz. got so many things going on. so many upcoming performances. declined some lo. so last minute la wth. and sumore its the PSFS LEH. supposed to plan long time ago one rite? now then tell me. what sia. less than 3 days. madness.

then still got performance on friday. some arts thing going on for e sec 1s. and im only told today also. WHAT SIA. this is dumb la. only got one parade. need to perfect a repertoir of 20min.
madness also.

rantrantrant.

ohya. my brother's birthday today. damn cool larh. had ice cream cake. =D but his presents win liao lo. one car model with upgraded engine. (byme) two toy thing he wanted. (bymybrother) A DAMN GT FREESTYLE BIKE. (by my parents) some bike accessories. (bymycousin) sia la. the bike is damn nice la. 150+. cant rmb exact amt. still going to modify it and all. hahas. not bad sia.
kk. gtg slp liao. if nt tmr cant wake up. wahahas.
byebye.

2006-01-02T22:51:00.000+08:00

heyys!

went out today. haha.well.
was supposed to go out with white-kies.
but problem here problem there.
cancel lor. so there i was on the bus alone.
with no direction whatsoever.

so i decided to go play pool.
went paradigm alone.
played fer 2hours. $10.

then went to meet timchua.
at taka the kino there.
go see see some books. hahas.
he bought some manga.
while i was looking some mags. lol.

just recieved a call from godwin.
he brings bad news.
all the CSMs hafto go talk cock to some guy.
the leader of some scout thing.
whats so big about it. sheesh.

okay. here it is.
school reopening le.
tomorrow is the not so big day.
got a lot of plans for e band.
hahas. kk. gtg slp liao.
if nt tmr wake up damn groggy. haha.
byebye.

2006-01-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

heyys!

happi new year! woah. its damn fast huh. school reopening in like. 2 days? gosh. theres so little time to do so much. argh! im sooo dead. sec 4 liao.

owells. here are my resolutions for 2006! in order of importance! hehhs.
bring the band to greater heights.
instil pride for the band to e bandsmen.
leave the band happily at e end of year,
knowing that I have done my duties well.
do my duties well.
do well in my studies.
get to SAJC.
kick ass.

yeah. thats about it.

kayys then. thats it for the first post of the year! hope to have a rockin year ahead.
byebye.

2005-12-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

heyys.

hmm. just oni came back home bah.
went out jes now.

first went play pool with jared.
he not bad lah. haha. playd 8 n 9 ball.
went to paradigm to play.
met moses and his church frens.
cock sia they. so darn extra.
always pressurizing us and disturb.
ask us play faster faster then gif them table.
but lalala. wth. dun care them. haha.
won jared 2-1 in best of 3 matches.
the matches all v tight. haha.
play until left 8 ball oni.
then got commentator sia. damn farni.

then went swee lee for their clearance sale.
wah crap sia. wan go in also must queue up.
damn blardy crowded.
but queue queue lor. 50% off. its worth it.
got myself a hardcase. for $40. =D
but too bad i came abit late larh.
half the shop all e stuff gone liao lor.
wanted to buy that Ibanez hardcase.
but no more le. so yah. im still lucky thou.
got e last good condition hardcase.
except e zip came off. but wth. $40.
what can i expect anyway. haha.
it still looks good. and it still protects my guitar.
so why should i rant about it. hahas.

then e queue was like. damn long lar.
while in e queue met edward frm nco camp.
haha. ghim moh dm. with his dad? i think.
he got like. 4 pairs of drumsticks.
ligatures. grease. fast oil. band stuff. haha.
also met another person.
someone whom i wouldnt thought of meeting.
yep. you guessed it. mr lai. n his gf. lol.
total time in e queue was like. 40min.

willyougooutwithme?

kays. i shall do something now.
im going to try and find sth to do.
=D hahas. byebye.

2005-12-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

heyys.

blogging earlier today.
had such a sian day lar.
here's what i did today.

11.oo - wake up.
11.3o - went out for breakfast.
12.oo - read newspaper.
2.oo - vegetarian lunch.
2.3o - tried to install nfs hot pursuit2.
but to no avail. some corrupted file.
was damn frustrated, so i went to..
3.3o - sleep.
4.2o - wake up.
4.3o - went supermarket.
5.oo - sat outside supermarket to see
some nice cars and bikes. cos there
got a car n bicycle shop across e rd.
7.oo - reached home. a bit tired so i..
7.o2 - sleep.
9.15 - wake up.
9.3o - switch on comp.
1o.oo - writing this.

e words i see most above happen to be.
sleep and wake up. hmmmmmmm.

gosh im going crazy.
losing as much weight as i can now.
its kind of a pattern for me.

before holidays - acceptable weight.
holidays - eat until happy.
almost end of holidays - overweight.
school start - abit overweight.
1 week after that - acceptable weight.

and it goes on and on every holiday.
so here's my diet plan:
from eating 4 times a day.
i oni eat twice. gah!
once in e morning and once in e aftnoon.
morning usually eat a slice of bread.
aftnoon some vege stuff.
then i'll stuff myself with lotsa water. =D

its unhealthy lar. but wth.
it worked. lost 5kg in 2 days.
hehh. beat that.

die. sec 4 so fast approaching.
and im still lagging behind at sec3 stuff.
my differentiation not bad.
at least i know all e basic stuff.
argh. must get to sa in '07!
writing this narrative for my hw.
e commonwealth essay competition.

oh.coulditbe?..JianDanAi?..hahas

ahhh. kk. gotta continue writing my essay le.
if not cannot finish one! byebye.

2005-12-28T04:21:00.000+08:00

heyys!

wah. tired seh.
had quite a long nite. hahas.
went to watch Narnia.
actually wanted to watch e midnight show.
but then scared later too tired then slp.
ahha. so went watch e 9.30pm show lo.
great movie. ended at about 11.30pm.

then went to bukit timah go n makan.
haha. saw quite a few nice cars there.
mitsubishi evo. mazda 6. alfa romeo.
just to name a few. haha.
bought a car mag at that shop too.
HOTstuff issue 35. Drift to Infinity.
a nice white nissan silvia mod on e cover.

shouldi?orshouldinot?

kk. damn tired le.
going slp liao. nitenite.

2005-12-24T03:53:00.000+08:00

heys.

woah. jes reached home at about 1+.
had a so called band bbq. only 12 ppl.
-.-" sorry lah. bad planning. haha.
bbq at changi beach there. east coast no space.
changi. known to have a lot of prostitutes.
damn pretty. but not exactly pretty women.
yucks. o well. thats their problem. haha.
after bbq we all went safra tampines.
go n bowl. only played one game though.
the bowling alley already booked. zzz.
then me and leonard played pool there.
con ppl money sia. $2 per game.
anyway i beat leonard 5-2. hahas.
5 9-ball game and 2 8-ball games.
but we damn cheapskate lah. haha.
we played TWO nine ball games with $2.
hehh. we have our ways. lol. damn pro sia.

wah after duno how many times my blog dieded.
people cant be bothered to check liao. wahaha.
o well. nvm lah. can use it to practice my singlish.
wah. if singlish got 'o' level. damn pro lah.
think most of us confirm can get A1 liao.
yes! something we all can beat the scholars at!
all the foreign scholars confirm barely pass sia.
wah shiok man. imagine this.

Pick the correct sentence.

1) I am stupid.
2) He is stupid.
3) We are stupid.
4) siao. i not stupid lah.

lols. think this one like p4 standard ah.
haha. sec 4 standard should be something like.

Pick the correct sentence.

1) I smoke.
2) We smoke.
3) He smokes.
4) aiyah we all smoke lah. dun need bluff.

wahahahas. like that can get all correct sia.

ohoh. announcement!
i found out more than half my links not working.
hahas. so anybody want me to re-link.
please put it at my taggieboard there.

whydoesitfeelssodamnlong.

argh! 4.15 le! gtg liao. before my parents wake up.
tatas.

2005-12-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

heyys.

hmm. did quite a number of things today.
went bowling with my brother.
my younger bro n parents went watch movie.
suckiest scores of the century.
haha. ok well almost all e time littat lar.
bowling is fun though i suck at it. =D

haha. then went play pool.
beat my bro 2-0. haha.
both eight ball and nine ball.
he damn noob sia.

then. went home rent movie.
watched the fast and the furious again.
im suddenly crazy about cars now lar.
after i watch a few shows. esp initial D sia.
all that drifting is sick! which is damn cool.
and cos of that show i started listening to..
jay chou. -.- gosh. cant believe it sia.
haha. but he's songs quite okay what.
except i dont really understand some of them.
most of them.. well. all of them.

so long.

gah. im so bored. i shall go now.
and practice my guitar or something.
byebye.

2005-12-19T20:12:00.000+08:00

heyys.

im so bored. tats why writing nia.
gosh. school reopening soon. so fast.
looking forward to it. but not to my sec4 year thou.
argh die liao. havent start homework sia.
still got agendas n meetings. grrr.

i think the 5day work week thing is just plain crap.
because of that stupid scheme cant haf cca on sat.
wth la. other schools can what, i said. but. as usual.
my school says, noooooooooooooooooooooo.
so every sat i would be at home. sleeping my ass off.
and it was supposed to be more time with my family.
yeah right. my dad still works in e weekend what.
if not what. saturday sunday all must walk ar?
no transport service. wah jialat man littat.
wah what if all the transport workers go on strike sia.

before holidays, i was set to do sth worthwhile.
i did. i spent half of my holiday sleeping.
and i even found out more about myself:
i could dont sleep for one whole night
and play a soccer match the next day.
here's the catch: WITHOUT COFFEE.
omg la. damn pro right. ian was like.
"kopiko!(the coffee sweet thing)
i need the caffeine lar," at ntuc.
wahahaha. noob.

goshitscoldoutthere.

k lah. i think i go le. drink kopi downstairs.
deyong has some damn pro quotes lar.
and i shall use it to end my post. hehh.
like this one here:
"there may be a chance,
that your life may not quite be
as interesting as you thought it to be.".
byebye.

2005-12-16T20:06:00.000+08:00

hello.

zzz. i dun even noe why i bother updating. this is like the 3rd time i tried reviving my blog sia. dumb. anyway. ytd sjimb vs amb. shant say more. was quite frustrating. but wth. its over anyway. hahas.

ohmy ithinkimbeginningtolikesumone.lol.

update another time thens. so sian. duno wat to write also.
byebye.

2005-10-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

hellos.
"A ship in harbour is safe, but thats not what ships are made for."
just a quote i rmb from obs. well it simply means. we're out here to do sth. and we'll never noe if we don't try. kinda true i guess.

dont really noe what to write now. but here's a nice song with nice lyrics i would like to share..

Kurenai
Artist: X Japan
Music & words: yoshiki

I could not look back, you'd gone away from me. I felt my heartaches, I was afraid of following you. When I was looking at the shadows on the wall, I started running into the night, to find the truth in me...

In the crowded street, you're standing all alone, the shadow of the days hide your heart. You are bringing down the heart of the night, keeping everything off.

As if something gonna force you, now your running into the storm! Can't you see I'm always on your mind, tell me why you leave me alone.

When I was gonna be losing you in my mind, found my heart in soil. I'm looking back to the days. These are gonna break my heart, but I can never hold back. All of you in my memory, is still shining in my heart Now you're wearing the mysterious lights, it keeps me ... sticking into my heart.

My heart has been... going to be dyed in deep red ... with all the pain. There's no one to cure my pain, only without you. How I try to shout how I try to run, there's nothing I can do. The wall hiding my heart is never broken again, how I try to break!

As if something gonna force you, now your running into the storm! Can't you see I'll always on your mind, tell me why you leave me alone.

My heart has been... going to be dyed in deep red ... with all the pain. There's no one to cure my pain, only without you. How I try to shout, how I try to run, there's nothing I can do. The wall hiding my heart is never broken again, how I try to break!

My heart has been... going to be dyed in deep red ... with all the pain. There's no one to cure my pain, only without you. How I try to shout, how I try to run, there's nothing I can do. The wall hiding my heart is never broken again, how I try to break!

Cry in deep red...

why?

2005-10-19T22:41:00.000+08:00

fuh!
so long nvr blog liao. haha. good to be back. got so many things in my mind but all like disappeared suddenly. haha.
well so heres a brief update of my mundane insipid life. (who the hell reads it anyway.. -.-)
anyway got back results today. quite disappointing de. din expect to fail humans. owells. haha. nth i can do about it.
wah nowadays got so many things to do. already feel the pressure from the teachers even before my investiture. siao la. boards. camp. a little of this and that. so little already can feel the pressure piling up..
went obs n lltc b over the past two weeks. hmm. was great. shant say much about it.

gawsh. i forgot what i wanted to write.

ohwells. tmr write lor. haha.
toodles.

2005-08-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

dedication.

As Anniversary Parade draws nearer each minute, I start to reflect on the past year of my life in the ever prestigious SJIMB. At the start of the year, everything seemed smooth-sailing and great.

First came some small problems among the sec2 batch. Not the whole batch though, just a few black sheeps, which unfortunately are tough ones, i feel personally. However, they were dealt with in a few weeks and they were banished from the SJIMB. It struck me that what some of the alumni said was true, that is some people could not endure the strict discipline of the band and would leave halfway through.

Then came one of our biggest obstacle of the year, SYF. Though it might not seem important to most of us, deep in some of our hearts, we were longing to get that gold, for our school, ourselves and for all the past alumni that ever made it through their 4/6 years in SJIMB. We went through a lot of lows and downs, but we made it through and even though we did not get that gold, we were still proud that we made it through as a band, the SJIMB. Personally, i feel that there were many lessons to be learnt, one of which is to accept defeat with honour and another was if we work together as a band, no matter what the outcome, we are still SJIMB, and we will remain so.

A few weeks after that, another reality check came upon us. It was time for Mr Lim to leave SJIMB. After 8 years fighting with the band, he had enough of the joys and sorrows we shared. Though some of us might still question as to whether he was sacked or that he resigned, we hope that all the memories we went through would be treasured always. As for me, I had went through 4 years with him, and after all the battles we fought, i felt that he has lead us well and its time for him to go. One lesson i learnt from this was that one would not see that a teacher has to be perfect in every aspect of his subject taught, but one would rather have him as a guide and a friend.

Renaissance XV came as a closure to Mr Lim's war, and opened up a new gate for the new conductor, Mr Tan. It was special. However, no words could describe how special it was. And thats what i feel was so special about it.

The last thing I have in mind might not be what some others went through. Its hard for me now to even describe it. But its harder for me to keep it to myself and not letting out how i really feel. Most of the sec4s might be unhappy with me, some even to the extent of hating me. Thats what i heard. Be it true or not, it still struck me that it was me, myself and i who was the one that sparked up all this hate. Whatever i talked to Ashiq, some of it might be true, some of it not. Some of it expressed sincerely, some of it expressed in anger. But as i looked back this past year, i realised that some things that might have slipped out of my mouth, i shouldnt have said at all. It was during one of my macework practice with Gareth that he opened up my eyes. Though it might not mean much to some, it meant a lot to me. This was roughly what he said, "When there is a complication in band, you would have to fix it. No matter how many times it happens again and again, you will have to keep fixing it. It may look easy, but is actually harder than what it seems.". Then i know how the sec4s would have felt when I said whatever i had said to them. Even though what they did didnt seem much to me, they still worked hard to get the band in order. get the band as one. get the band to pass the many obstacles like the ones above. and many others which the bandsmen wouldn't even know about. And most importantly, get the band to remain as the SJIMB, and instill pride and discipline into the bandsmen. As AP draws nearer, only hours away, I know i have not much time left with them. And there's little that i can do to make the situation better. But this is as much as i have tried. And as much that i could do. To any sec4 who might be reading this, this is a true heartfelt message im trying to get to you, im sorry if whatever i said might have hurt you, be it a little or a lot, but in actual light, i really have appreciated all that you have done and i feel the whole band does too. There are lessons to be learnt in everything, and one lesson i have learnt here, is to appreciate your fellow men. And how important this is, as one of the future leaders. Some might still be blinded be hatred and hate me for everything that i ever did. But this is all i can do.

I would like to thank all the sec4s for making us what we are today, and keeping the pride and loyalty to the band in each one of us alive. Whether you believe it or not, I really appreciate each and every one of you for all the contributions that you have made for the band. Thank You.

As a chapter comes to a close, a new one unfolds. And we will fight the war with all our hearts, from where you left it, the same war which the SJIMB had fought since her humble beginnings.

2005-07-31T14:48:00.000+08:00

an encounter with the lady at yamaha.

hello!

hmm. went to yamaha today to buy a reed. school one is vandoren. not nice to use one. the yamaha i went not that big lar. its just a music school. so the reeds were in a glass box. i asked the lady at the counter to help me get the reed, but she was on the phone. so the piano tutor, who was also there, helped me to get the reed. and so happened this conversation..

lady: what size would you like?
me: umm. 2.5 pls.
lady: wah, so thick ar?
me: -.-! my school one is 3.5.
lady: oh. what school?
me: sji.
lady: oh! the conductor Mr Floss right?
me: huh.
lady: David Floss?
me: orh. david gloss. no la. that was about 10 years ago.
lady: oh. then now is who?
me: used to be Mr Lim.
lady: orh. Lester ar? the trombone one issit? [proceeds to do tbone sliding action]
me: err. yah. but then recently changed to Mr Tan Thiam Hee.
lady: issit the euphonium one?
me: euphonium and trombone.
lady: oh. the one marry flautist ar?
me: huh. duno.
lady: n_n" sorry ar. i very kaypoh one.

so i paid. and left. zzz.

2005-07-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

hihi.

wah. today damn sick. just found out sth. that someone did. print out a chat log. and showed to his whole batch. and now that whole batch is against me. do i care?

leading by example.
actually i do. sec4s. hahaa. should noe better. if they are all against me then what would the juniors feel and think when they see it? oh the seniors dont support the sec3s, so why should we bother.

Tuesday, 26th July 05.
Sometime after promotion parade.
-quote- what example are you all trying to show to your juniors? -quote-

that speaks for itself. telling people to do something that you yourself don't observe.

the truth hurts.
the truth really does hurt. but its still a fact and they have to face reality. the truth is that, the band this year was never better than how it was last year. neither did it maintain the standard. no point trying to cover up and say that a good job was done. from what you all see, you all did a good job and did your best. what about other peoples' opinions and views? disregard them? one could at least consider them what. if not the next batch would think, oh the previous batch said last year was a good year, so we should maintain that standard. from what i see and hear now, people insult the band, blame the band and even teachers say that the band is hopeless.

but, i will prove them wrong.

motivation.
this is something that i feel the previous batch had failed to do miserably. how could the band move forward without motivation and enthusiasm. for the whole of this year, the band's morale was not very good. and i dare say the sec4s didn't do much to help it. all they did was to pump or threaten. (eg. if you do that again i'll chop off your leg.) and so on and so forth. so, currently the band is living and surviving out of fear, instead of enthusiasm and initiative.

big mistake.

the small little things that make up the big picture. o wells. shall continue another time then.
byebye.

2005-07-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

helloos.

fuh. just saw this super sick vid someone sent me. think after watch it can vomit. NONO. not sex la. just extremely disgusting la. go n dig her own eyeball. real one leh! wahlau. sick la. eeeew! that guy ask me go n send other people sumore leh! say its a nice video. lan cheow understand? these kind of people should get raped by camels until their backside hole bleed then their cock fall off then they die. -.-" dowan talk abt it anymore la.

anyway, just saw this blog timsoo sent me. hahaa. although vulgar, its really damn funny. reminds me of rusell peters. lol. anyway he is the beng kind one. then talk about current affairs. 'gahmen' and terrorist and all that. great joker sia he. think can be the next jack neo. pro pro.

hmm. damn sleepy now. think i post sumore another time.
-pooooof!-

2005-07-27T13:24:00.000+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT!
its been a long time since i've updated my blog. so those who have new blogs and those who deleted their old blogs pls inform me. just leave a msg at my taggieboardd and i'll update the links a.s.a.p. =)

cheerios!

2005-07-27T12:42:00.000+08:00

to cheat, or not to cheat?

hellos.

hmm. didn't go school today. at home now. sick la. zzz. stupif flu virus. v bored at home. anyway. the past week wasnt very eventful. nothing big happened. however there is one day my teacher came to class and talked about cheating. cos he found out someone cheated during the last maths test. lucky that guy didn't get caught. hmm. so why cheat and why not to cheat?.. just some of my opinions.

why cheat?
hahaa. good question. why do people cheat in the first place. to get better marks of course. that's in the context of school. so that he will do good in his tests. for what, people might ask. so that they wont get it from their parents laa. if parents could be more supportive this wouldnt happen, cos its partly their fault too. they give so much pressure and such high expectations. if the guy nvr get, he will get home and have to face the wrath of their parents. the other half of the blame is of course the student's fault lor. who ask you nvr study. but in context of life, cheating is quite important though. we cheat and lie everyday. and its so open nowadays. one very common but unnoticable example is advertisements. they write:

BIG SALE!
ONLY $9.95!
usual price $10.05.
FOR A LIMITED PERIOD ONLY!

hahaa. the usual price, they write inbetween the lines. wow. such big sale. save $0.10. we also cheat to promote our goods. using words such as BEST IN SINGAPORE. blahblahblah. another cheat we say everyday is when someone asks you. hows your day? and what do you say?.. fine. EVERYBODY knows its not. when its good you'll say GREAT! when bad, you'll say fine. such monotonous world we live in.

so why not cheat?
very logical question indeed. why not, since there are so many benefits? one is you might get caught. hmm. if you get caught, it would be quite dreadful. you'll get ZERO for your test. people might not trust you anymore. you'll be blackmarked. and so on and so forth. but what are the chances of getting caught? you decide. if you got too much experience, then obviously the chances are minimal. but if you're unlucky, you'll get caught of course. even though you are SOOOOO experienced.

so to cheat or not to cheat?
that IS the question. hmm. its all up to you.

blahh. so thats it for this post. cheating. zzz.
kay then. will update soon.
-pooooof!-

2005-07-19T19:05:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

hahaas. back! its been a very long time since i last blogged. hmm. for those who came here to check once in a while. IM SORRY! ohwell. im back again anyway. =) hmm. but it would be different though. last time i used to just blog whatever happened to me on that day. but now i think i'll blog what i really feel about certain things and matters. this would require some deep thinking. so wont be updating very frequently. hahaas. [maybe once every 3 to 4 days perhaps?] as for my new skin. its just. simple. hahaas. yupyup. clean and elegant.

okayy then. would be updating soon.

2005-04-28T18:54:00.000+08:00

heyys.

mugging time!
wont be updating soon.
maybe till abt 6th.

getwellsoon.
uyevoli.
=)

2005-04-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

heyys.

hmm. today was quite a bad day.
some things happened.
got screwd for doing sth i didnt do.
hmm. e instru touching thing.
i wasn involved. AT ALL.
1. i din touch any instru.
2. i din noe. i was looking thru e
section library fer lyk 1/2 hr?..
looking fer jap graf V score. haha.
but still din find it in e end. bummer. n_n"
3. even if i were to noe abt it, i left b4
any of e top7 came back. -.-"

hahhs. so tio 50. but nvm la.
anything i do now also wun make
any difference. so yah. just did lor.
take it as arm training. anyway.
Mr Charles got say before de mah.
"Do first, talk later."
actually to tell u e truth. i think he's
quite a nice guy. and i feel that what
he says are quite true as well.
and he is a true blue SJI bandsman.

still got some other stuff.
but don feel like talking bout it de.

anw. to YU. haha.
uyevoli. x)

2005-04-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

heyys.

hmm.
finally changed e song.
Now Playing.
Invictus - The Unconquered.
by Philip Sparke.

had quite a beyootiful day jes now.
went out wif her.
hahahas.
hmm.
but too bad there was a time constraint.
and did not really planned well actually.
so ended up.
spending abt 1 hr together.
x( waaah.
should go again next tyme de.

.uyevoli

2005-04-16T18:28:00.000+08:00

To Spend Forever
by Amanda E. Rogers

I give you my heart
Mind, body and soul,
I give you my love
For you make me whole.
I give you this promise
The promise to try,
I give you each breath
And the tears I cry.

I give you my past
My future and now,
I give you my thoughts
My hope and this vow.
To give you my voice,
And the music I sing,
I give you forever,
I give you this ring.

I give you my world,
All the pain and strife,
I give you my hand
Learn to share my life.
I give you this kiss
And these words I say,
"I'll cherish you always As of this day."

.uoyevoli

2005-04-13T18:31:00.000+08:00

back.
with a silver.

SJIMB got a Silver award.
for the SYF Central Judging 2005.
we were expecting a gold.

but it doesnt matter.
it doesnt change us.
we are still SJIMB.
we showed the judges who we are.
we showed the judges our best.
we showed the judges the SJIMB.

even if we got a gold.
even if we got a silver.
even if we got a bronze.
even if we got a COP.
it would not matter.
cos we are who we are.
and we are the SJIMB.
the only one of its kind.
and the finest one of all.

competition is useless.
it judges ppl of how they play.
they dont care how much you work.
they dont care how hard you work.
they dont care how much you sacrifice.
all they want is the product.
nothing but the product.
music comes from the heart.
not from technical studies.
not from method books.
not from experienced tutors.
music is purely what you feel.
music is just a way
of passing a message to the audience.
a message from the heart of the composer.
a message from the heart of the conductor.
a message from the heart of the player.
thus music cannot be judged.
the way you play it.
is the way you want to show the audience
how or what you feel.

SJIMB.
proud to be in the finest one.

2005-04-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

heyy.

woo. haven update so long.
haha.
hrrms.
SYF in 9 days leh.
nowsaday also v busy.
almost everyday got band.
haha.
tuesday rehearsal.
wednesday sectionals.
thursday rehearsal.
friday rehearsal.
saturday rehearsal.

haha.
wah. the pressure is on SJIMB.
e rest of e UGOs all got gold.
>,<
we MUST get a gold too!..
and i believe we CAN!..

hurrrs.
k la.
i go sleep le.
very tired.
x)

2005-03-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

heyyys.

*
not updating regularly le.
v lazy le.
*

anw.
went fer interunit soccer training today.
went NIE play street soccer wif a grp of ppl.
and we beat them 3-1!!..
and they were like..
20+ haha.
then after that went to amk field.
e one in amk central there.
went wif.
jason.jeremy.kktw.ibrahim.melvin.
syafiq.ian.henry.
played until 1.30.

then me n kktw went PS.
met leonard and jacky.
ate at BK.
then went to play pool.
went to Paradigm at first.
but e que damn long.
so in e end went to meridian.
damn ex lor. $9/hr.
anw. met xiao an there also.
and some other sji guys.
played fer about 2hrs.

then went to PS again.
went to Yamaha.
then tried out e guitars.
n e drumsticks.
lol.
so bo liao one hor.

reached home at ard 7.20.
damn tired.
i go sleep le.
nitex.

2005-03-13T17:28:00.000+08:00

hulo.

wheepie.
went fishing ytd.
with shaun.
and our fathers.
haha.
he caught an Eel-tailed catfish.
hmm.
then he went home at around 1.30am
me n my father stayed on until around 5am.
and went to the end of e jetty.
jigged for about 8min.
caught about 4 tambans.
3 white herrings.
use as bait cos small small one.
and our efforts were paid off.
caught a 1+kg KBL(Kim Bak Lor).
a.k.a Seabass.
at around 4+.
threw e line again and got another hook up.
around 10 mins after cast.
got some biggie.
rmb seeing it jumped out of e water.
but too far to recognise what it is.
prolly ard 3kg.
put up a good fight for about 10min.
finally it made one final jump.
and unhooked itself.
then after that we packed up and went home.
wheeee.

Todays stats:-
Fish caught: 2(excluding bait fishes)
Hook ups: 4
Burst Line: 0
Missed: Some biggie. Prolly ard 3kg.

hmmm.
tomorrow got match.
sjimb vs amb.
an annual event huh.
kk. must win!..
x)

byebye.

2005-03-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

heyys.

argh!..
..
..
..
got back all my results.
L1R5 13pts.
=((

how to go good JC one.
i wanted 9 lor.
then can go NJ.
after minus e 2pts.

nvm.
lucky only TA1.
next tyme can try harder.
not can.
but MUST!

must...
join...
NJ...
or...
SA...
band...

x)

ok. TA end le.
no more common tests.

*on.a.honeymoon.

2005-03-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

yays!
finally upd8ed.
hmms.

recently been very depressed.
yah. but gort ppl help me lotx.
thank eu!!.. esp to e white-kies!
gill becky n hayati!
=)

back to my normal self again.
almost lar but wth.
still a bit a bit the shaky.
but should be able to get up again.

hmm. upd8 on band.
instructor's course coming!
yay. next week gort instructors course!
hmms. there wil be another camp.
e sec1 pre camp.
its fer them to learn abt band.
n for us to have [ractical.
xD. cool eh. kill2birdswith1stone.

anyways.
i gtg le.
nid to sleeppp.

2005-02-26T14:34:00.000+08:00

b00s!

wah. so long nvr update.
one week le.
lazy lar.
xD.

last sunday was e cjc concert.
was quite nice.
esp with heart n voice.
and invictus-the unconquered.
pro nia. all blast blast.
went wif e sji ppl.
and e whit-kies!

woot.
this whole week.
mr lim concentrate on POWER PLAYING.
brasses all blasting oni.
but it sounds great in ovation!..
damn grand!..

next week we'll haf to stop doing tt le.
he will teach us how to control.
zzz.

good luck to all those playing fer SYF!..
xD

2005-02-19T21:06:00.000+08:00

bOo!

haha..
hmm..
quite an eventful week..
friday got music exchange..
with scgs..
was okay..
except that some ppl are sooo..
bitchy..
then mr yap conducted us..
he was quite a good conductor except..
uhh.. nevermind that. xD

saturday!.. today!..
hmm..
got music exchange at yuying sec.
left school at 12.
music exchange started at 11.30..
then we go makan first at BK.
in e end reach there at 1.50..
got 10 min to practice.
went to perform at 2.
xD
then the unexpectable happened.
FUCHUN SEC!!..
played persis overture.
omg.
tts damn pro.
and they only had like 12 ppl?
but they played e sound same as us.
think they get gold le..
after that went to clarke quay..
to go dennis shop..
in e end that place was already demolished.
so went mac wif..
paul andrew leonard syafiq n jeremy..
then went hum lor..

quite fun.
hmm.
tommorow got cjc concert.
woot!..

byebye.

2005-02-14T22:23:00.001+08:00

hullooos.

happi valentine's day ppl!
haha..
valentines day today.
spent in the bandroom.

then went to orchard.
wif leonard tim chua syafiq
paul n andrew.

hmm.
go eat at macs.
then go find gifts fer e exchange.

YAY!
music exchange is coming up.
this week would be quite an eventful week.
hmm.
music exchange wif scgs on friday.
bbq on saturday n sunday.
cjc concert on sunday nite.

haha.
weekend v packed.
zzz.

as u can see i in a hurry.
cos i v sleepy liao.
x)

2005-02-12T20:21:00.000+08:00

hellooox.

hmms.
had sectionals today.
then came this australian guy.
forgot his name liao.
but he's a great teacher.
taught us a lot of stuff.
especially fer e clarinets n sax.
pro mans he.
haha.

then when going home.
saw him teaching bro jason.
bagpipes.
xD

went home.
then sleep.
until 5.
haha.

quite an okay day.
but should have more action.
haha.

2005-02-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

St Joseph's Institution Military Band

The SJI Military Band.
An organization feared by others.
An organization with tip-top discipline.
An organization looked upon to by others.
An organization which is one of its kind.
An organization to be proud of.
Unfortunately.
That was way back.

It was all true until just recently.
When ppl dared to talk bad about SJIMB.
When ppl dared to threaten SJIMB.
When ppl dared to question the authorities.
When ppl dared to revolutionize SJIMB.
When ppl are so weak.
That they complain.
For every little thing.

Now.
Can't pump.
Can't shout.
Can't do drills.
Can't do band jog.
Can't discipline.

OH I FORGOT!
We CAN discipline!
Like cleaning the bandrm if you're late!
Like talking nicely instead of the usual shouts!
Wow. How efficient.
Oh! I heard its APPROVED,
by higher authorities!

All that 50 years of tradition gone.
Because of some people.
Who can't sacrifice for the band.
Who are so selfish.
Who only wants what they want.

Can you imagine..
How Adrian Villaneuva would feel?
All his hard work.
Creating this tradition.
Ensuring the traditions were passed down.
As the first DM of SJIMB.
In this case.
It does not only concerns him.
But the hard work.
Of all the other past DMs of SJIMB.
How would they feel?
Despair?
Furious?
Dissapointed?
Insulted?

I don't know.
But i hope.
In the hands of the leaders.
This does not prolong any longer.
Even other 'sissy' bands,
have more stricter forms of punishment.
Then what are we?
We were SUPPOSED to be.
A Military Band.
Supposed to.

I have stated my opinion.
There's not much more i could do
for my band.
Other than to pray hard for it,
to get back to normal as soon as possible.
Thus,
I leave the rest to the higher authorites.

2005-02-09T19:45:00.000+08:00

Change.

What is the definition of change?..

Change
(chnj)v. change-d, chang-ing, chang-es
to become different in essence;
losing one's or its original nature.

A person changes as he grows.
Some ppl would feel glad they changed.
Others would feel uncomfortable with it.
And some may even be irritated.
However some ppl would take a longer time
than others, to change.

As a result, he would feel that he changed.
But actually, he is in his own world.
Selfish.
Foolish.
Until someone tells him so,
he would still remain the same,
thinking he has changed.

But when someone do tell him.
He may take it positively.
Or negatively.
If positively, good then.
Only then would he really change.
But if taken negatively,
he would go down to the worst.
It may even trigger depression,
if he had a previous case of it.

But.
It's nobody's fault but his.
And he is the one to be blamed.
For being selfish.
Irritating.
Foolish.

------------------------------------------------

Do not feel guilty for treating me wrong,
It is not your fault you lead me on.
Do not blame yourself for getting so mad,
You are not to blame for my being sad.
Do not apologize for things said and done,
You are not the reason I am holding this gun.
Do not take back the words you said,
You are not the one who put the bullet in my head.
Do not wish you had made things right,
You are not the one who died tonight.
Do not regret the time never spent,
You did not know how much it meant.

by Shyenne

2005-02-08T16:04:00.000+08:00

bOos!

hurhur.
went bowling today.
wif syafiq, shaun n jasonnn.
xD. szeto went also.
but we took e wrong bus.
so he had no time.
and had to go meet his gf.
xD
lol.

hmm..
when we nearly finish.
met janan irwin jeffry n jun le.
haha.
we left they came bah.

after that went to mac to eat.
at great world city there.
took shuttle bus to orchard.
then took mrt home.
haha.

hmm.
all in all.
today was quite a fun day.
but wished tt more ppl joined us.

oh!
Happy New Year!.
to all e chinese.
xD

byes.

2005-02-05T17:39:00.001+08:00

w00t!!

bloggie back up again!!!

okays..

hmm..
blog stopped cos i screwd it up actually..
haha..
half e template was gone!..
>,<
so now everything done..
except for the links..
so ppl whose blogs are not under links..
include ure link when u tag..
=)

i dun want my blog to get screwd again..
but just in case..
i shall copy the template..
yay!..
should have done tt long time ago..
-_-"

haha..
kk..
syf coming nearer.
music exchange coming nearer.
situation getting more tensed.
must practice alot alot.

Friday

was quite a great practice.
the sound was powerful!.
i swore i could feel the chair vibrating!.
tt was some loudness.
played.. Tales of the Bay.
Singapore Rhapsody and Pyramids.

gotta go.
practice my parts.

2005-01-16T17:38:00.000+08:00

wah.
so long nvr update liao..
finally updated.
hur.

kk..
to start of this year's first update..
i shall post the lyrics..
to my favourite song..

Title:Since I've Been Loving You
Artist:Led Zeppelin
Album:Led Zeppelin 3
Released:16 August 1994

Oh! Workin' from seven to eleven ev'ry night
It really makes life a drag
I don't think that's right.
I've really really been the best of fools
I did what I could yeah
'Cause I love you baby
How I love you darling
How I love you baby
How I love you girl little girl.
But baby Since I've Been Loving You yeah
I'm about to lose my worried mind oh yeah.
Ev'rybody trying to tell me
That you didn't mean me no good.
I've been trying, Lord, let me tell you,
Let me tell you I really did the best I could.
I've been working from seven to eleven ev'ry night,
I said It kinda makes my life a drag.
Lord, that ain't right, no no!
Since I've Been Loving You,
I'm about to lose my worried mind.
Said I've been crying,
My tears they fell like rain,
Don't you hear,
Don't you hear them falling,
Don't you hear,
Don't you hear them falling.
Said I been cryin, yeah!
Oh my tears they felt like rain.
Don't you hear them falling?
Don't you hear them?
Do you remember, mama,
when I knocked upon your door?
I said you had the nerve to tell me
You didn't want me no more,
yeah I open my front door,
hear my back door slam,
You must have one of them new fangled,
New fangled back door man,
I've been working from seven, seven, seven,
To eleven ev'ry night,
It kinda makes my life a drag, a drag, drag,
Ah, yeah, it makes a drag.
Baby, Since I've Been Loving You,
I'm about to lose,
I'm about to lose, lose my worried mind.
Just one more!
Oh yeah
Since I've Been Loving You,
I'm about to lose my worried mind.

Led Zeppelin.
One of the greatest rock,
blues band,
that ever lived.

And the legend goes on...

2004-11-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

boO!

wah..
really very long nv update liao..
shall update now!..

wheeee!
v happy de..
i survived bandcamp!
tts like so cool..

bandcamp was off to a bad start..
kena sent out by bro mike during his talk..
nobody knows e real reason i kena sent out..
nobody..
except my barrack e sec 3s la..
haha..

then bandcamp became better..

then on e fourth and fifth day..
duno why..
suddenly e top7 so kind..
very unusual..
compared to e previous days..

last nite of bandcamp..
got section talk..
talk bout ghosts one..
so cool..
l8r in e night..
at ard 2+ am..
most of them sleep liao..
then 4 of us went for section walk..
along with hazhari melvin n wenseng..
we went air rifle range e back door..
try to open it..
but it wont budge..
it was really scary..
it was actuallie a hallway which is really dark..
and there was no lights..
on e floor were black trashbags..
laid in a row beside the hallway..
look like dead body nia..
we trying to open e door..
then suddenly got footsteps..
freaked out sia..
all of us turned off our torchlights..
we crept out of e hall way..
then there was nobody!..
argh!!
then we all go back to our barracks..
scary lor..

yups..
bandcamp 2004..
haix..
very sad..
last time we see e sec4s as a batch..
at e same time bandcamp was useful..
created many bonds..
and tightened other bonds..

kk
gtg liao..
byes..

2004-11-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

Oh my!!..

so long nvr update le..
kaoz..

Selamat Hari Raya!
to all e muslims in e world..
dum dee dum dee dum.
go collect money de..

wahliew..
really nth to say leh..

oh!!
i bought a new teddy!!..
a HUGE one!!..

and my phoe e strap..
broke off le..
so bought a new one..
a white one..
wif blue piggies!!

haha..

i'm bored.

b
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o
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r
.
e
.
d

haha..
lame..
byeee.

2004-11-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

hello.

wah..
jes came back frm ACE camp..
tired seh..
slept 16 hrs straight when came back..
lol.. crazeeee le..
hmm...
ACE camp wasn't so bad..
dun want to talk bout it also..
i came back became damn dark leh!..
lol.. Jason also..
didn't realise it until i met him two days after..
haha..

wheee!!
next up..
BANDCAMP!!!
yay!..
lol..
kk..
i go play game..
byeeeee!..

2004-10-25T18:45:00.000+08:00

heys..

feel very sad now..
parting with my class..
we've been together for 2 years..
but it felt so fast..
it's true then..
time flies when you're having fun..

when i stepped into sji..
i was kinda blur..
i went to class..
and felt that it was going to be a long journey..
i was wrong however..
i thought that it would be such a boring class..
all the people look so lifeless..
which includes me as well.. -_-"..
we began to know each other..
soon enough great friendship...
and bonds were formed..

now.. 2 years later..
i can't bear to let it all go..
all e good times we spent together..
all e sad times too..
i do not want to let my current friends go..
but time and tide waits for no man..
and i have to move on too..

To all my 201 classmates:
Thanx for the great times we spent together..
in e past two years, being in e same class..
I hope that the time we had spent together..
would be cherished to the fullest..
even though it had only been two years..
I would also like to apologize..
to all of you if i had..
done anything that might have hurt you..
be it a little or a lot..
It has been nice knowing all of you..
and I wish you all e best in everything you do..

i would definitely remember all of you..
especially those outstanding ones..
like Jason.. Heng Yang... Ah pai..
will miss u all..(and your pranks n jokes too)

this is not really the end..
i know that but..
next year i bet most of us..
would be closer to our new classmates..
than our old ones..
so i really do hope..
that we would be able to, one day..
get back together again..
and refresh our memories..
of our past times together..
especially with those..
leaving us for another school..
namely Ray-Shio and Mikel..

good luck..
and i wish you all..
the very best in everything..
that you guys do..
and do it well..

Ora et Labora.

Best Wishes,
Faeliq.

2004-10-24T15:36:00.000+08:00

hello..

hmm..
grouping for ACE camp out le..
cool..
i sharing tent with some fun ppl..
haha.. but gt 1 very..
eeew.. so like wad littat..
gt matthew.. ah pai..
nicholas.. heng yang..
me.. and jason!!..
see!! all so fun..
except u noe one of them la..
hahahahaha..

whee!!
bandcamp also near le..
will explain more in e next post..
now go play pool first..
byeeee.

2004-10-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

hello..

wheeee!..
went bowling jes now..
gt 127 points.. so lousy sia..
went wif Jason!.. lols..
amd wayne.. syafiq..
leonard.. ben toh..
and shaun ware..
then went pool..
went wif leonard and ben toh..
no i'm not 16 yet.. =X..
then after that went arcade fer a while..
so fun...

fun is fun..
but..
my results like shit..
haix..
streaming some more..
die la.. 65% only..
hope still can go e combi tt i want..
triple science..
double humans..
haix..

wish me all e best..
byes..

2004-10-13T15:49:00.000+08:00

hello.

YESSSSSSSSS!!!..
exam finish le..
but only got 5 days to enjoy..
b4 we get our results..
damn sad leh..

but then ar..
come to think of it..
it would be 5 days of sleep lor..
recently sleep at ard 3am every nite..
must re adjust biological clock le..
lols..
nth much to do either..
my younger brother having exam..
so cannot play comp when he's ard..

lolx..
went out with jason, timothy and dominic 2day..
quite a lame 'outing'..
planned to go bowling..
trhen cine one is under repair..
so we went marina lor..
but then marina is under renovation..
-_-"..
then jason call his mum..
to ask where got bowling alley..
so.. we went to.....
BUGIS!!..
we went there..
but we cant find it..
argh!..
dominic was sick and decided to go hum le..
lols..
then decided to go timothy's house..
took mrt from bugis to novena..
timothy wanted to get a comic..
so went to united square fer a while..
after getting e comic..
paul called.. ask where swee lee was..
then i ask him where gt bowling alley..
he say ang mo kio haf wat..
so instead of going timothy's house..
we went ANG MO KIO!!!..
took mrt.. alight at AMK station..
then go e shopping center find..
but close down le!!!..
wth..
sian le..
in e end we went back to e station..
sit there for a while..
leg tired bah...
we decided to go home...
-_-"..
jason live near there so easy fer him lor..
i sian dun want take mrt.. so boring..
so me and timothy decided to take bus...
BACK TO SCHOOL!..
lols.. siao hor.. go so far.. in e end take 132..
so we go back school and went hum..
such a fun day........
true wat!.. think about it...
we went around Singapore..
and we got some exercise as well!..
lols.. so suay or...

all of the above is true lor..
hahahahakz..
kk..
go sleep..
byeeeee.

Copyright. LiQ Pte Ltd. 2004.

2004-09-29T18:56:00.000+08:00

hello.

ugh!
exam fever..
mugging mugging..
wah damn tired of studying le..
study until so late at nite..
shit man..
exam next week..
i haven't even started..
on my chem, geog n bio..
die..
ARGH!!!..
must relaxmyself a bit b4 exams ar..
later scared exam will panick..
but i listen to bandmusic can already..
ahaha..
kk..
i go listen to more bandmusic..
then can relax..
As Of 19:00 29/09/04..
Currently Playing: Persis Overture

toodles.

2004-09-10T14:56:00.000+08:00

hello..

think i'm going to post one more..
before i stop posting till after e FYEs...
muahahaha..
but today serious topic lar..

What is unity?..
It is the state or quality of being one..
-resource frm Dictionary.com..
As we are frm a military band..
St. Joseph's Institution Military Band..
unity is very important..
it's one of the qualities tt makes up a military band..
others include:
discipline.
pride.
smartness.
presicion.
Unity is however one of the more important ones..
Batch unity, section unity and also band unity..
It would affect how the band would be in the future..
If constant conflicts happen among each other..
There would be constant tension and unrest..
Ppl would then distrust each other..
And some would even start quarelling..
So..
If any of the Sec 1s are reading this..
please..
for the future of the band..
try to unite yourselves and stop quarelling..
Quarelling wont help but it would just make it worse..
Running away from the problem won't help too..
Try and talk to each other to solve the problem..
and DON'T resolve to fighting..

wah..
so cheem..

nvm..

watever it takes for the band..
=)..

From our humble beginnings the day we were born.

Onward and upward we move on and on.

And by looking back we'll always know.

Onward and upward the best we will show.

We're the ones the best you can see.

Mighty men of the SJIMB.

We'll stand for our rights.

We'll fight 'till the end.

We'll always be true to our band.

2004-09-06T16:03:00.000+08:00

Hello!

hmm..
went back to saps on teacher's day..
din get to see any teachers..
all were like busy talking to some sec 4 or jc ppl..
siao..
so long still come back..
and e worst part is tt..
the teachers remember them..
i doubt more than 5 teachers remember me..
ahaha..
like i care la..

gt band performance last week..
it was like crap..
you know why?..
because the audience sucked!..
we see so few ppl we dun feel like playing le..
no mood la..
other than sec1s, sji peeps and alumni peeps..
i think only gt 15 ppl only..
waste time le..
but i think gt CIP hours..
hope its more than 1 hour le..
if not then practice for so long..
think we practiced for 3 parades..
tt'll be abt.. 5-6 hours le..

holidays start le..
doesnt seem like holidays at all lor..
i'm only free on friday..
mon-thur gt school..
so not much of a differene..
i'm going to part with my comp today..
so sad..
i'm going to have to hide e wires frm myself..
hahaha..
so tt i can study..
i gt a fucken E8 for my chem..
need to get a fucken A2..
muz start study le..

no more guitars!!..

no more internet!!..
no more cornet!!..
no more clarinet!!..
cool.. they ryhme.. ahaa.. so lame..
today last day i enjoy..
then must mug mug mug..
must plan my days ahead..
so my life will be...(for the time being)..
mug. mug. mug. mug. sleep. mug. mug. eat. mug. mug.
yah.. great planning..

kk..
i'm going to do some photoshop pics..
dun think i will be able to update..
until after my FYEs... streaming le..
good luck to me.. n all my frens..
byeebyee.

2004-08-30T17:57:00.000+08:00

hey..

wah damn shiok..
can glissando on my clarinet le!!!
damn fun..
but can be abit irritating sumtimes..
especialy if keep doing..
hha..

sec3 all go obs..
haiz..
so sian..
no band..
nvm..
saturday got e performance..
yay!!
50 hour music marathon rite?..
hm..
president's challenge..
its held opposite borders dere..
so those who want to go...
go!!! its free mah..
where gt nowadays ppl play for free one..

hha..
so kiasu..
gtg..
post sumthing another time..
toodles!!!

2004-08-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hello!

shit..
tmr cannot go band..
na beh..
gt some canoeing shit..
wtf..
so sian..
i'd rather go band..
lol..

gt my own cornet le..
hha..
for $45..
original price?..
USD1056..
lol..
was in bad condition le..
but polish like mad already..
hha..
but e tone is very bright..
very nice..
cool..
now can play 3 band instruments already..
want to learn to play more!!
then grow up..
my ambition is to be..
may sound sick..
but a band conductor..
maybe take over lester..
take SJIMB..
but by then i think he retire liaoz..
hha..

doodidoodidoo..
so bored..
nth to do..
aiyah go do hw lar..
i din want to do it lor..
but so sian..
then might as well..
lol..

tata..

2004-08-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

hello!

hm..
SYF next year so sian..
play Overture Jubiloso..
so boring song..
why cant we play Variations On A Korean Folk Song?
or some other piece..
maybe we not tt good lar hor..
but Overture Jubiloso so sian!!!..
lol..
nvm.. its very technical..
so for a gold for e Prestigious Band..
St Joseph's Institution Military Band..
we will play boring song!!

hm..
nowadays less depressed le..
dunno why..
i dunno why i got into it..
then i dunno how i got out of it..
hm..
so now i laff laff..
hahahahahahahahahahaha..

kk..
gtg le..
do hw..

2004-08-13T18:03:00.000+08:00

hi

finally tmr gt band..
been a week since e last parade..
cannot tahan le..
muz..
go..
for..
banddd..

nth to say today..
nth much happened actuallie..
jes a normal simple life..
haiz..
i go practice my clarinet le..

2004-08-12T16:17:00.000+08:00

hello

haiz.
sec4s pass out le
e band like so empty
so saddening eh
budden they coming back
fer bandcamp
oh no
after tt gt investiture
and tt would be
e last time
i would see them!
ugh!

why?..
why do i feel sad seeing them gone?
why do i feel sad if theres no1 frm tt batch in band?
there are sec3s rite?
so why am i sad?
why? why? why?

hm..
there may be sec 3s..
they will be sec4s next year rite?..
but..
things would never be e same any more
those times we had as a band
that has passed
would never return..
things would be run differently..
but
i had cherished all e times
we spent as one main band..
haiz..

2004-08-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

hello...

its been a month since i last written ere..
hm..
now gt new look..
depressing hor..
well littat lo..
so blardy depressing..
haiz..

bloody hell..
Singapore Idol so like shit onez..
ask them go home..
shittt..
gt to do hw..
i write sooooon..
hope so..

2004-07-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

hihi

so long never write..
school reopen le..
12 days to renaissance..
19 days to kindred spirits..
shiok..
2 concerts only a week away..

dunno what to write le..

i want to form band..
hha..
budden cannot find good singer..
damn..
no drummer also..
want to form band like led zeppelin lydat..
woohoo!!!
hha..
must try to be like jimmy page lydat..
hha..
then singer muz act like gay gay one..
cool sia..

aiyer..
better stop dreaming and get back to reality..
got homework to do..
hha..
bb..

2004-06-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

hihi
wah..
so fast holiday finishing le..
must start doing hw le..
went to KL last week..
hha..
damn cool..
took an executive coach..
kinda like an airplane on land..
except without e in-flight game..

then stay in executive suite..
damn cool..
2-storey fully aircond sumore..
got 3 big sofas..
3 rooms..
3 toilets..
damn shiok man..
feel like some rich kid..
hha..
only got abt 10 of these rooms..
in the whole darn big resort..
super cool..

went sunway lagoon go swimming..
boring...

then go shopping!!!
cool..
2 days of shopping..
spend like millionaire..
the most fav thing i bought..
is a cd..
cool..
led zeppelin's how the west one..
tried to find in singapore but cant find..
RM99.90..
hha..

when i got home..
quarreld wif my father..
fuck..
i 1 2 go band he dun let..
say too tired..
i where got tired one..
for band (almost) neting also can..
i tried to sneak out in the morning..
but gt caught red handed..
shitttt..
come to think of it..
i was onli back a few hours b4 band..
hha..
reach home at bout 1+..
siao..

sleep le..
tmr got band..
yay!..
hha..
bb..

2004-06-09T20:51:00.000+08:00

hihi

wah realli man..
nowadays so preoccupied..
come back home so tired le..
no time to blog..
but still i will update le..
hha..
last time i blog was like..
almost a week ago..

cool..
band 3 times a week..
hha..
renaissance coming liao..
must practice hard hard..
i also always out of breath one..
hha..
mebbe should go change reed..

realli haf nth to say leh..
4got wat i wanted to say actuallie..
~.~"...
hha..
poor memory lar..
haiya go le..
must practice my guitar as well..
kindred spirits coming le..
damn scared le..
25th july is the actual concert..

go practice le..
bb..

2004-06-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

hihi

yay!
gort band..
so happy..
been like a month since got band lor..
like 3 months since e last band jog..
but wasted my time with the stupid maths olympiad thingy..
dammit..
pri 5 go already..
got cert of participation..
3 hours leh..
then the band play Romanesque summore..
argh!
my fav song leh..
so sentimental..
haiz..

budden gort band evry week!
so happy!
hha..
go playgame lar..
;p..
bb..

2004-05-29T21:14:00.000+08:00

hihi

yay!..
hols are here!..
finally got a break..
but i start studying for final year exam le..
crazy rite..
yes i am..
but for my own benefit..
hha..

wah..
just now ptm..
teacher say i lazy..
budden later she say keep up the good work..
wtf is she saying?..
totally contradicting herself sia..
hha..

wah..
learning digiart..
can say i becoming betta la..
first time i did it was like..
a blank piece of artwork..
only got one black patch..
hha..
trying to do abstract lar..
damn hard leh..

cool..
continue my game already lar..
play CM..
have a nice day..
bb..

2004-05-27T17:46:00.000+08:00

hihi

hm..
not writing in as much as i usually did..
hey must come for kindred spirits ar..
performing lehs..
hm..
2 popular songs and one erm not so popular lar..
hha..

dunno wat to write eh..
i did want to write sumting but forgot le..
hha..
bad memory..
nvm lar write another time..
go play game lar..

bb..

2004-05-24T15:19:00.000+08:00

hihi..

wah so long nvr write..
at home doing nth..
so sian..
i rather go band or sth..

got my results today..
die man..
like shit..
teacher 1 2 see parents..
Argh!!!
25th in class..
hha..
nvm improve le..
last term 29th..
hha..

happy only my maths le..
85..
hha..
my history die..
streaming eh..
only got 58..
fuck lor..

haiz..
go already..
play guitar..
kk..
bye bye..

Now Playing: 'Here Without You' by 3 doors down

2004-05-18T21:39:00.000+08:00

hihi..

recently not much time to post le...
study study onli...
hha...
nvm tahan...
one more day only...

yay did quite well in my maths...
got 44.5 for paper 1...
hope to get at least 40 for paper 2...
quite easy lahrz...

yay...
tomorrow last paper..
then i'm free!!!
at least until ptm...
>.<...
ptm then die lor...

anyway celebrating me b'day le...
make it belated...
if not then very few ppl come...
bcoz e nextday is chinese o levels le...
so yar...
going chalet...
sumwhere in first week of june lar...
sorri but only inviting bandsmen...
hha...

hm...
dunno why my title is still:
depressed...

anywayz gtg le...
study for my hml...
then can be FREE!!!
some more gt interclass hockey on thurs...
i predict my class will be in midde pool...

bb..

2004-05-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

hihi

nth much appened today..
just guess need to study more lor..
haiz..
tomorrow is hist exams...
now then i start studying...
i'm so fucking dead..

just watched 8mile juz now..
watched it last year le..
feel like watching again..
rabbit..
hha..

gtg study le..
bb..

2004-05-14T18:43:00.000+08:00

hihi

haiz..
confirm le..
i'm suffering frm depression..
how ar?..
nvr expected it lor..
dun wan to go counselling..
2 of mi classmates go oready..

tried to commit suicide also tt time..
hopeless..
tormented..

took maths n bio paper juz now..
screwd up bio..
maths is okay le..
gt a few wrong..
but okay le..

gtg le..
recently nth much append..
must study for history..
monday gt hist..
bb

2004-05-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hihi..
Wah today no skul..
Supposed to study I sleep all day..
Regret le..
Bio so hard..
So many topics le..
Argh!!
I tink will screw up me bio..
Gonna study till 2 today..
Wahlau..
Tomorrow got maths paper 1 also..
Haiz..

Why must haf exams one??
Aiyoh so troublesome..
Anyway..
NE1 wants tix to kindred spirits??
Must come hor..
Will be damn nice..
The sec4 bandsmen performing..
My band also performing..
Hha..
Surely nice one..
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hha..
go study le..
gd luck fur ure exams..
bb..

2004-05-12T14:11:00.000+08:00

hihi

yay!
chem n lit finish le..
but i think i did badly le..
chem mcq gt a few wrong oready..
but sect B damn easy..
MUAHAHAHA!

lit is quite hard ar..
die le..
muz get A2..

yay! tomoro no skul..
gt e express mother tongue exam..
can study more for hist..
damn important..
history streaming le..

nth much happend today...

so gotta study for hist n bio le..
but b4 tt go sleep 1st..
bb..

2004-05-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

hihi..

wahlau..
bumped into this faggard..
still dare to say 'purposely rite?'..
bloody faggard..
sec 1 lor..
big ar?..
thank goodness ms wong was walking behind him..
if not i would haf confront him le..
i just stare at him lor..
then he stare back then walk away..
bloody faggard..

haiz..
if ms wong wasnt there..
i would haf shoved him towards the wall..
asking him..
wats his fucking prob..
feel like at least giving him a tight slap..
faggard..
act like gay lor..
act so big.. wanna fight ar?..
ask him go call his gay friends ar..
i call all my friends.. (not frm sji one)..
i tell u their asses would be torn apart lor..
blardy faggard...

haiz..
so many probs..
tomorro exams start already..
damn..
must mug already tonite..
cram everything inside me head..

gtg le..
study for a while..
then go eat dinner..

bb..

2004-05-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

hihi..

wahlau..
blew up in class today..
kicked e teacher's table twice..
while shouting out 'FUCK U!'..
shouting at my class secretary..
kick until my leg bled le..
hha... not dramatic enuf?
then still got one guy dare to say..
'wanna fight ar?'
i was going to fight la..
but got prefect stop me..
vented my anger on a table..
i go n fling the table..
thank goodness nvr hit ne1..
i was going to throw out a chair..
but i thot enuf was enuf..
got a hold of myself..
and walked out of class..
then walk arnd skul..
in between periods some more..
haiz..

it was going to turn violent and sick..
but got prefect stop me le..
thank goodness nvr
go and bash tt prefect as well..
haiz..

my class is so damnnn irritating lor..
haizo..
canot tahan le..
201 can go fuck ureselves..

btw met dhevani in e bus..
hha..
nvr even noticed her..
saw lynette went down e bus also..
hha..

haiz..

muz go study le..
exams onli a week left..
must tahan..
and mug like shit..
then later can play like shit..

bb..

2004-05-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

hihi...

happy mom's day!!!
hm...
wonder which mom is reading this...
99% sure got no mom read...
juz write anyway...
but why would ppl 1 2 come anyway?

who would care for me?
who would worry bout me?
who would bother bout me?

haiz...
my life's a screw up...
duno y suddenly so depressed...
exams on wed still haven study...
fuck...
i'm gonna fail le...
this is so damn depressing...
ppl on msn are always toking crap onli..
haiyo...
irritating lor...

shit...
damn depressed...
go take walk downstairs...
hope i get kidnapped or sth...

bb...

2004-05-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

hihi..

wah today damn sian...
study study...
then go macdonalds...
got one crazy girl go n take my pic...
shit...
if pretty i dun mind...
well she's... eeee...
nvm...

shhiiit...
exams startd le...
haiz...
so stressed...
aiyoh...
chem so farking confusing...
mus go n study hard hard...
listening to I Miss You...

I Miss You by Blink182

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

gtg le...
try to understand chem...
haiz...
bb...

2004-05-07T21:07:00.000+08:00

hihi

wah english exam todae...
quite okay...
except e compre quite confusing...

e compo i included a poem le...
stupid title..
'goodbye'...
wrote bout some crap guy...
his friend died...
but he dreamt of her saying goodbye...
a few hours b4 she died...
crap rite?...

heres e poem...
wrote it in 5 mins...
damn crappy...

//
Where are you?
I'm so sorry...
I wasn't there when u feel lonely
I wasn't there when u haf troubles
I wasn't there when u needed sum1 to talk to

I thank you for everything
All the time u spent with me
All the things you did for me
All the love and care you have given me
All the sorrows we overcame

I will cherish it all
You are and will always be
My best friend
I will miss you
I will miss you a lot

Goodbye, my precious friend.
//

Crap rite???
but all tt in 5 mins...
first part take frm blink182..
hha...
gtg study le...
wed got chem...
my weakest sub!!!

bb..

2004-05-06T19:22:00.000+08:00

hihi..

argh!
screwd up physics prac..
forgot to put the number 1..
it cost me the whole prac..
i blew it..

haiz..
tomorro exam starts already..
die..
still haven't prepare yet..
mus go n study already..
nth much to say anyway..

so..
cya..

2004-05-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

heyz...

new blog.. duh.. damn exams are coming le..
muz study...
but i can't focus..
argh.. depressed..

what to do?..
I'm lost in my own thoughts..
I'm lost in my own dreams..
I'm drifting away..
what to do?..

haiz..

gtg le.. muz try to focus...
go study...
bb..